Thursday, 8 February 2007

frustration

Thursday, February 08, 2007
Current mood: sore
Category: Life
damn it has been one frustrating week. I can even really put words to the stuff going on in my head. I'm finding is difficult on what to trust when it comes to my gut instinct, or what is the reality of the situations. It all seems so unreal sometimes. You try so hard to be follow through with the feelings and emotions and the wants you have for the happiness and well being of others. but there always seem to be walls put up to impede you.You really want to do the best by people and sometimes it is even them that pushes you away. blah blah blah ...so much going on - cant type anymore cause i cant form the emotions going on at the mo.
I'll just say that i've been so grateful for Callum this week - he always know how to make me laugh and grin like and idiot for ages. Plus the great distraction of certain projects. Thanks for being in my life gorgeous :) And Mish thanks for the chats - always good to bounce things around with you :)

Tuesday, 6 February 2007

Fucking bosses!!!

Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

I am so fucking sick of the bullshit that comes out of my boss's mouth. He is the first to promise a client anything to get the business that he will be turn around behind their back and say he wants nothing to do with the job/shopping centre etc as they are all assholes. He will without batting an eyelid screw people around so that they have no idea what was said or not said. He then sits on his ass (or sleeps on his couch) while he gets other people (mostly me) to do his dirty work. And I'll get the brunt of the clients frustration and anger!
I know he owns the company and employs us to do the work - but there is a limit ! I dont mind doing the work but mind the fucking lack of information and his serious inability to remember all his lies and promises and his short attention span and the fact that he has NO understanding of computers or pop culture and even the way he cant even be bothered to know how to used his fucking phone (someone has to always dial and transfer it to him and he cant pick up the phone to ask a question cause that is beyond his phone savy and will instead shout down the passageway and you have to come running) !!!
He is a lazy fucking fickle bullshiter that i'm going to be glad to be rid of very very soon !! I just cant wait to walk out that door for the last time and not deal with this shit everyday!
I know there are stresses in all jobs and that in the creative industries it is all about "bullshit baffles brains" but this place it just ridiculious! Enough is enough.

Sunday, 4 February 2007

Housewarming, how much Mom loves chocolate and what lanuguages are on an energy drink can...

Sunday, February 04, 2007

So last night was our housewarming (a few months overdue!) and it was a nice relaxing chill evening - just what was needed. We hung out in the back garden braai-ing and drinking and hopefully fun was had by all :) And thank heavens for all the great music that I now have on the computer thanks to Callum - it provided the perfect background for the social atmosphere.
Here are the two memorable mom moments of last night:
1) How much does my Mom love chocolate? enough to stick her fingers into hot fire to retrieve her barone that had fallen in.
2) While examining a R2 energy drink can and letting everyone know that the 2 languages on the can were london and german ...LOL ...LOL
Oh so we had had a bit to drink by then - but isnt that to be expected, I mean it is my mom and me :)

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